Well. I was feeling pretty ambivalent about things for a while, there. Hence my lack of posts to this here tumblr. I wasn’t really diggin’ that dude I liked so much anymore, and sterling was being pretty decent. He still is. But some friends got me all riled up a few days ago about him and I’m all into the dude again and shit. I spent $50 on weed yesterday and smoked with him, and the weed was unimpressive but smoking with P was pretty great. We smoked from my hookah for a while, then smoked a bowl with his piece a little later. Standing with his adorable self in the dark and the cold and a slight high was pretty nice. I really did almost just lay one on him, but I figured I probably should hold off on that shit. Also: This was all entirely his idea. Well, I mean. Buying the weed was a weird coincidence, because he called me like, 20 minutes later wanting to know if I wanted to come over and smoke his weed, but anyway, god he is so fucking delicious. He totally willingly hung out with me (also with Kristina) for like, six hours, while we painted her new kitchen, to the exclusion of his girlfriend. WHAT. Man. I can’t even believe that happened.